Songs of the Heart - 01

by Angel

 

It’s been two years now. It’s hard to believe that he has been here that long. It only seems like yesterday I saw him in Daddy’s office. He is so handsome…. forget that, this man is hot and so sexy. The minute I laid eyes on him my heart felt like it was going to pound through my chest, my knees went limp, my stomach got in knots. I swear it was love at first sight.

It's like I'm lost I don't know This feeling that I have about you Will you ever know?

The feeling I get, when he’s not here, when he’s not around me. I don’t like it, I feel lonely, empty and lost. Oh, but when he is near, how my heart melts. With every word he speaks I fall deeper in love. I’ve never felt this way before.

Secretly, I'm wanting you And I'm hoping you want me too I smell your scent across the room And I can't wait to get next to you

He has no idea I feel this way, but if he did, would he want me too? Or does he already desire me the way I desire him? Oh that smell, that wonderful aroma that he brings. When will I see you again, so that I may bask in the aroma and see your heavenly blue eyes? I must buy that cologne so I can have a part of him near me always.

Whatever I see (When I look at you across the room)

The production meetings. Oh how I get lost in a daydream. He and I together in love. I sit across the table from him, I try not to stare, but it’s so hard not too. His blue eyes sparkle with a smile, his golden hair falls upon his broad shoulders. That smirk, he must know how it drives me wild.

Whatever I hear (I wonder if he loves me too)

When he speaks, does he love me? When he looks in my eyes, does he see? Does he see the love in my eyes? My eyes, my heart, my soul screams desire for him. Whatever I do (I just think about you for hours)

Everything I do is for him. What I wear, how I act around him, is to get his attention. I do everything to just get his attention, even if it is negative. I love that fire in his eyes.

Oh baby and it's got me thinking of you

Just writing this gets me all flustered with emotion and passion. I love this feeling he gives me.

Whenever you speak Whenever you, ooh (You're all I think about) Whenever you breathe Baby, let me touch you please

When we speak the world listens, no one knows my thoughts. He speaks to me with fire in his eyes, oh how that excites me. Does he see the fire of desire in my eyes? His quick, and heavy breathing, containing all his passion and rage from his encounter just moments before. I see him, he looks at me but no words are spoken. He looks into my eyes. My eyes shout to him, pleading with him to see the desire burning for him.

Secretly, I'm wanting you And I'm hoping you want me too I smell your scent across the room And I can't wait to get next to you

So much I want to say to him. So much I want to do to him. I watch his movements to see if I see his desire for me. If he does, he hides it better then I. Does he know what my mind is screaming? What my heart is screaming?

It smells so good

The smell of his cologne sends my mind into another world.

I just wanna, kiss you

It drove me crazy when he kissed me. I never wanted it to end.

I wanna, lay with you

Even for one night. I yearn to be next to him, oh how it must feel to be in his arms, to wake up next to him.

I don't know how to tell you Where would I begin? How do you tell someone what you passionately desire, that you in fact desire him.

But secretly, I want you

As you walk by, I whisper the words I want to scream…

I just wanna get next to you

I love you Chris Jericho!!

 

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