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And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
I remember when you fist came to WWF. I loved you the minute I saw you. Your long blond hair, your muscular frame, your humor.
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
Daddy, Shane, Andrew, Hunter, Kurt. And now you. I have never been on my own in the WWF. Never. I have always been aired with someone, in some way, shape, or form. But out all the men I have been paired with, I love you the most.
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's not easy being the so called "Billion Dollar Princess." It's not easy playing the bitch.
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
The fans hate me, the internet reporters hate me. Even some people backstage hate me. The only time I have any fun in that ring at all is when I am out there with you.
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
I was wrong for allowing Dwayne to keep reminding you of how you won the title. I should have wrote that angle differently.
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
One day, one day we will be together, on screen and off. To hell with Hunter and what everyone else thinks.
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
Do you know how proud of you I really am? Do you know how much I really love you?
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
Those night in the hotel rooms after the show with you are nothing short of magic.
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
Daddy is great. He really is. I hate having to fued with him on screen. Almost as much as I hate fueding with you on screen.
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
I love you, Chris.
THE END
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